Should i be ashamed help/?

i am running a massage business from home,that really seems to have taken off.I am ashamed to say i have slept with a few of the clients for extra.I am able to afford to make my home look better,but i reckon alot of my neighbours have seen these men come and go.one got his kid to call me a 'prostitute', but this same guy is now advertising his services as a handyman who does 'odd jobs' in our local shop,going under the name m&j services,for him and his son... a man who doesn't understand business,why is he doing this now?